August, 2017 : A Glimpse of Life Update

09.27.00


I graduated, my college year is officially over.

Looking back, I was such an unmotivated person.  Comparing to my friends, they were eager to learn, I was already stressed out by looking at how ambitious my friends were.  College was hard but way better than high school.  At least I met a lot of great friends in college and I found out my passion.

I lose so many things during college.  My love life was a mess, got D twice, failed to pass scholarship and I don't know I kinda felt like nobody really saw me except that I was known for being in certain groups.  In my group, I was the only person who didn't really get a chance like other psychology students had.  Did training, joined selection committee etc.  One day I wanted to join so I asked my friends to inform me if there were any committee I could join, you know eventually no news and my friends joined the committee.

It was probably the hardest part in college.  Questioning my worth.  Tried so hard to prove myself that I worth better but somehow I always saw my friends got better, made me feel like all of my efforts were nothing compared to them.

"You lose some, you gain some."  I don't remember where did I hear the words but that's what I understand after I graduated.  I graduated and I got internship, in Japan.

How much I lost in college, it's exchanged by how much experience I'll get later on.
And I'm pretty hyped to know what I'll learn,
soon.

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